This is what greeted me this morning when I opened my astrology app. The app is called Co-Star and I recommend it. When I read it, I knew exactly what it was talking about.
It was about my marriage.
See, I knew from the beginning that, despite what he said, The Sadist didn’t truly love me. And man, is it brutal realizing that now. All along there were signs. And I ignored them all.
If you don’t mind, I’m going to go curl up under the blankets with Girl Kitty and cry bitterly.
I don’t know what has possessed me to take a trip down memory lane, but here I am. Maybe it’s the sleep deprivation making me wallow in regrets or that I’ve been off my meds for months. It started out that I was just looking for a specific post on version 1.0 cause for some reason I was thinking about it. Then I spent a week and a half reading the whole thing. It made me miss blogging, that’s why there is now 2.0. But from there it took on a life of its own. I found myself plundering through years of emails. And I can’t stop crying now.
To understand where I am now, we have to go back to the end of version 1.0.
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